我很快乐

谁说的人非要快乐不可，
好像快乐由得人选择~摘《寂寞在唱歌》

曾经这也是我人生的座右铭。
来谈谈我为什么喜欢耽美

《皇帝之殇》
一部让我不舍得看完的系列
以下犯上，
因为曾经爱你，所以后来不惜对你赶尽杀绝
很爱很爱，就是不要跟你讲，我用行动（虐待）来表达
最后把你弄到半生不死，砍断你的脚，毁你容
然后，
执子之手，与子偕老

很奇怪？这是好看的耽美必备的条件

网络小说最经典莫过于《束缚》
虐心虐身，
想尽办法把你弄死，然后又拼命把你救活 （汗！）
。。。我可是看到死去活来，一把鼻涕，一把眼泪，唉！

时间太多可以看《天下第一狠》
真有够狠。
作者根本一点也不关照主角，我看他被残忍对待，我心也痛
就不看了 。

《热病》
孤独，寂寞
第一篇最后一段：谁来救救我
我完全明白作者要表达的感受
这部残忍在它够真实，够平淡，够牵动人心

电影也有不错的，可是就是没有小说的深邃
漫画有好多不错的，只不过名字都记不得
作者倒记得：中村明日美子，鸟人什么，山根绫乃，水名赖雅良（吧？）
差点忘记我的最爱：华炎

我也喜欢有淡淡悲伤的耽美
耽美之所以美
因为它是禁忌
因为它不是普通的爱
因为，
它是绝望的爱（80 年代的耽美-绝爱）

也因为
我是


耽美狼。

if world destruction come true

i dont believe in 2012
coz i dont want to die

my brothers always tell to not worry,lord is by our side
but the point is: neither do i believe in god

this world is never been fair
i knew tht since i was in primary
u maybe kind but tht doesnt mean u'll get a good payback

one of my brothers passed away last week
he was a good man yet he died early
they said lord had called for the brother
he would be together with lord
and we shall meet him again when the time come

i dont believe in such thing too
but it does make me and most of the ppl who're still alive
fell much much better

if the prophecy were to come true
only those on the higher level of society would survive
coz they are either intelligent or rich

normal ppl like us will be left behind
watch them ride on noah
n we'll experience the world without electricity
enjoy the tsunami like:woah! it's now right on top of me
and thn die from starving or diseases
or being taken away by the wave or typhoon!(tht's interesting)

if u're sososo lucky tht u still not yet die after all those disaster
dont u ever think u're the special one tht u can survive til the end
coz this is nt the end...wakaka

the earth 'll be conquer by aliens ==
and u'll either been experimented by those aliens
or become their slaves
no one can escape from suffering
tht's ur fate.


so the conclusion is
the faster u die
the lesser u suffer
suicide now is the best way

i am telling ghost story

i'd never thought before that something was following me
what i mean is
it's by your side when you are eating, would wake you up in the morning
and even follow you wherever you go
and kun told me last night that it existed
he saw it when he first met me

i was like almost cried out
i thought it would be some ghost with long hair and pale face
but it's actually animal alike, and it won't harm me, more like a guardian

at first i was a little bit scared,but later i became curious
i asked things like what colour is it, how big is it
and kun said: i can't describe the colour
which i took it as colourful
"and the size?" "one-third of this plate"
i was like" huh?"==
so small

kun has 2 by his side by the way
and both are as big as a human
one is eagle and another is a dog
and the dog's shape like smoke
and that's really cool

my ''thing'' sleep a lot according to kun
coz everytime he see me, it would be sleeping
kun asked if my ear feel painful when i wake up sometimes
coz my ''thing''would bite my ears to wake me up

anyway, he didnt see it yesterday
maybe it's gone
or just kun couldn't see it

p/s: hui kuen dare not to listen so she sat far far away from us
anyway, regardless of the truthfulness of the story, i found it very interesting