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life doesn't suck
but my life sucks.

i'm wasting my time doing nothing constructive
i hate myself for not able to manage my time well
i blame myself for couldn't resist any temptation.

i want my life to be meaningful
not wanting to rotten in candle-brief pleasures

another one more minute i waste, i feel more hopeless in myself .

i used to dream
but had lost the ability to dream when i gave up on things that i like,
when i stopped drawing,when i stopped arguing with my parents, when i stopped day-dreaming
when i bowed down to my fate

i dare not to dream anymore
i become realistic
i become ordinary people
i become timid

and those who dares to fulfill their dreams
you are my god-i worship you