...and i eat and pray but afraid to love

my sophomore year, i became more and more like you, and it frightened me.
i cussed you, i cursed you and still i am.

i used to think so hard how can a person lives in a house of nine people and talk to none.
it's pityful.

well my situation isnt that bad,
but i did feel tired of making new friends ,
socializing and mingling.

sometimes even lazy to eat
and i start to wonder, why must we eat to keep survive?
cant we just photosyntesis?

being alone, isolated, dont wanna.
....so i pray.